ThunderAsh

Okay so for anyone actually reading this and actually cares I have made a new account. This one just kinda brings back memories i dont enjoy looking back on. I will be more active on this new account and upload more. is my new account. 

So I haven't actually used this site in a very long time . I am not even good a drawing. I really doubt anyone will even see this. Maybe I just need more internet buddies. I am open to talking to anyone guys. I need more friends >.< so if anyone actually sees this a little update... I might just create a new account on here and start fresh. I'll let you know if I do. That is if anyone actually is reading this...

You push me and push until I'm close to the edge Then you pull me back. The edge of my terror that one day I'll fall over and into the black, never ending black hole. This stress kills me. What do I have to to please you. I know I'm not perfect . Every little mistake stays in my mind as a reminder of my failer. Nothing changing the past as my demons haunt me inside but I smile on the outside and say I'm fine but the true meaning of fine is I'm dying inside I want to get out. I want to leave and never come back leaving every mistake behind. By I know I can't nothing will change I will always be a little girl who can't handle her own demons...

So I haven't been on in a really long time and I am sure none of you actually remember me. I miss having the internet at my house but sadly I have to come all the way to the library to do this but I am going to try to be online more often. Somewhat of an update that I am sure no one cares about. I did break up with the ass hole and found a better guy. Well he found me but i've been dating him for the past seven months. I am now a sophomore and i will say it sucks. School just gets harder and I figured out that I completely suck at science and I hate it. Like always my friends are beginning to abandon me once i began to get close to them. I only talk to literally two people from middle school everyone went their own ways. To end this i want to make a shout out to all my old friends. I miss you guys and maybe we should start talking again well unless there is a reason you don't talk to me because you hate me but if not note me or something. Again I doubt any of you guys care but here is a little update from April.

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[ ] Mother
[x] Father
[ ] Step-Father
[x] Step-Mother
[ ] Step Sister
[ ] Step Brother
[ ] Brother
[ ] Brother In Law
[ ] Sister (half sister)
[ ] Sister In Law
[x] Half sister
[ ] Half brother
[ ] Nephew
[ ] Niece
[x] Boyfriend/Girlfriend
[x] Mobile phone
[ ]Own bathroom
[ ] Own room
[ ] Have/had a swimming pool
[ ] Have/had a hot tub
[ ]Guest room
[x] Living Room
[x] Own computer
[x] Own TV
[x] flat TV
[x] There is some big carpet at your house(aka - a rug!)
Total so far: 10

[ ] Full size/Queen bed.
[ ] More than 8 pairs of shoes
[x] MP3 Player/iPod
[x] PS2/3
[x] Nintendo DS or PSP
[x] Gameboy/Advance
[ ] Gamecube
[ ] Xbox/Xbox 360
[x] Wii
[x] Your Own Laptop
Total so far: 16

[ ] Basketball net/hoop
[ ] Air hockey table
[x] Pool table
[ ] Ping pong table
[ ] Football table
[x] sport gear
Total so far: 18

[ ] Night stand
[x] Stereo in bedroom
[ ] surround system
[x] DVD player in bedroom/portable
Total so far: 20

[ ] Go shopping at least once a week
[ ] Expensive cologne/perfume
[ ] AIM/MSN (Skype)
[x] camera on phone
Total so far: 21

[ ] Go Cart/car/quad/dirt bike (yes I added 'dirt bike' and I will have one soon so yeah)
[x] Guitar/drums/bass guitar
[ ] Piano/Keyboard
[x] Any other instrument
[ ] Been on a cruise
[ ] Traveled out of the country (Canada, Bahamas)
[ ] Traveled out of the continent
[ ] Had a personal trainer
[ ] Expensive jewelry
[ ] Met a Celeb
Total so far: 23

[x] Straightener/curling iron
[ ] Have been to a batting cage
[ ] Have $100 on you right now in your pocket/wallet
[ ] Credit card or ATM card or debit card or bank card
[x] Have a TV in your room
[ ] Mirror in your room
Total so far: 25

[x] Window in your room
[ ] Been to Paris
[ ] Been to Rome
[ ] Been to Australia
[ ] Been to Switzerland
[ ] Been to Dubai
[ ] Been to Germany
[ ] Been to a place written in 7 wonders
Total so far: 26

[x] Parents have a car
[ ] Have owned or own a Jet ski/boat
[x] Had/have Camped
[ ] Been to 3+ states/countries/provinces
[x] 80+ buddies on facebook/myspace
Total so far: 29

[ ] Home cooked meals almost everyday
[ ] Been in a limo
[ ] Been in a helicopter
[x] Own a camera
[ ] Have been to Disneyland/World more than 2 times
Total: 30


Post as:
1-25 = Ghetto! (and tag 3 people)
26-40 = Average Teen! (and tag 10 people)
41-50 = Spoiled Teen! (And tag 15 people)
51+ = Upper Class Snob! (and tag 20 people)


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