Every word you spoke
Was soaked in lies
Cuz' I loved you I believed you
I trusted you
But you just betrayed me
Now I see our relationship was a lie
You are a coward
Everyday I have to deal with pain
You stabbed me in the back
Do you care?
Every memory we shared
Destroyed by the lies you told
Is your heart cold?
You were bold enough to play with my heart
I Loved you
You destroyed that
Was that your plan
To hurt me
Well it worked
As I hate you I Still love you
Every word you spoke
Was soaked in lies
Cuz' I loved you I believed you
I trusted you
But you just betrayed me
Now I see our relationship was a lie
You are a coward
Everyday I have to deal with pain
You stabbed me in the back
Do you care?
Every memory we shared
Destroyed by the lies you told
Is your heart cold?
You were bold enough to play with my heart
I Loved you
You destroyed that
Was that your plan
To hurt me
Well it worked
As I hate you I Still love you
Tonight I can fall to soon My stomach screams just when i look at you See this heart will not settle down Like a child running scared from a clown Run far away so i can breathe Even though you are far from suffocating me If this is love please don't break me For the first time in life I know its real
Favourite Visual Artist
Ed Hardy
Favourite Movies
Hunger Games
Favourite TV Shows
Ghost Adventures and Big Bang Theory
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Skillet, 3 days grace, 30 seconds to mars, 3 doors down, Nickelback, Metallica, Slayer, Anthrax, Megadeth, Avenged Sevenfold and many more
Okay so for anyone actually reading this and actually cares I have made a new account. This one just kinda brings back memories i dont enjoy looking back on. I will be more active on this new account and upload more. ~superwholockGAC (https://www.deviantart.com/superwholockgac) is my new account.
So I haven't actually used this site in a very long time . I am not even good a drawing. I really doubt anyone will even see this. Maybe I just need more internet buddies. I am open to talking to anyone guys. I need more friends >.< so if anyone actually sees this a little update... I might just create a new account on here and start fresh. I'll let you know if I do. That is if anyone actually is reading this...
You push me and push until I'm close to the edge Then you pull me back. The edge of my terror that one day I'll fall over and into the black, never ending black hole. This stress kills me. What do I have to to please you. I know I'm not perfect . Every little mistake stays in my mind as a reminder of my failer. Nothing changing the past as my demons haunt me inside but I smile on the outside and say I'm fine but the true meaning of fine is I'm dying inside I want to get out. I want to leave and never come back leaving every mistake behind. By I know I can't nothing will change I will always be a little girl who can't handle her own demons...