ThunderAsh

Okay so for anyone actually reading this and actually cares I have made a new account. This one just kinda brings back memories i dont enjoy looking back on. I will be more active on this new account and upload more. ~superwholockGAC (https://www.deviantart.com/superwholockgac) is my new account.

So I haven't actually used this site in a very long time . I am not even good a drawing. I really doubt anyone will even see this. Maybe I just need more internet buddies. I am open to talking to anyone guys. I need more friends >.< so if anyone actually sees this a little update... I might just create a new account on here and start fresh. I'll let you know if I do. That is if anyone actually is reading this...

You push me and push until I'm close to the edge Then you pull me back. The edge of my terror that one day I'll fall over and into the black, never ending black hole. This stress kills me. What do I have to to please you. I know I'm not perfect . Every little mistake stays in my mind as a reminder of my failer. Nothing changing the past as my demons haunt me inside but I smile on the outside and say I'm fine but the true meaning of fine is I'm dying inside I want to get out. I want to leave and never come back leaving every mistake behind. By I know I can't nothing will change I will always be a little girl who can't handle her own demons...